First i find it at my kitchen table, but it hides away quickly.
Later, it's in my room, above my cupboard which is stuffed with pretty much useless books.
On a side note, that's the potpourri Marcus and Jiaxin gave me for last birthday.
I knew what i had to do.
I went to check out my kitchen sink: no insecticide
Rolled up a old newspaper.
Stood on my bed.
Here's the interesting part.
It is clear that the cockroach is not aware of me, as it did not bulge.
But with my shadow cast over it, and my body radiating heat, it has to have detected me already!
Seems like the cockroach treated me as a non-person, it is not afraid of me!
A non-person is someone who is more of an object rather than a person; when the non-person does an action, we usually don't react, or react with auto-pilot responses. Good examples will be beggars or flyer distributors.
And i, as a human being many times larger, did not strike it immediately.
I was nervous, my heart rate increased, i might have even started panting.
I stood there for more than 30seconds.
Then i thought, why the fuck am i being afraid of this shit which is not even giving me attention?
BAMZ.
Some white substance came off by the abdominal, but the feelers kept moving, after a minute of watching, it even starts crawling towards the under side of my cupboard.
Pretty fit old roach.
